Been tryin to write something for the past couple of days, but i seem to have a mind block. I think I've finally lost it, i hear leaving in a small town sort of does that to your brain. You can't think past their little matchbox. I doubt i even think anymore and if you see me i guess you'll know what I'm talking about. I spot this blank look on my face, u'd swear i was lost or am about to brake down in tears and start calling for my mommy...

I think I need, c I don't even know what i need...

Cloud 9...for now

Finally I got myself a new man, after a whole 2 months of loneliness... Finding a man in this place is hard, its either they married or dating a suga mama... I just hope he isn't either of those or maybe thinks I'm gonna be his suga mama, since he is younger than me and all but only by a couple of years.
Anyways i hope this time it will last, for more than 3 months that is because i don think i wanna date anyone else from this town anymore, being it a small town and all, wouldn't wanna paint a bad pic of myself.
And just when I thought life was going my way some crappy company decides to make life difficult for me by telling me that they wanna sue my arse because of some article i wrote about them, its madness, but i still think they have no leg to stand on and they must bring it on. Been waiting for smething ecxiting to happen lately...

If u eva thought of sharing a house with more than one person, i'd advise u not 2 especialy if the others are stuck up hypocrites who do not have a backbone and seem to think they know everything...
Eish now our house has turned into this not so cosy place to be in, I'm actually thinking of movin out. Even our friends don't come around anymore, i don't blame, half the time i dread going to that place myself. Now i think i shud start looking for my replacement before i turn into little Ms Grumpy.
I'm a very happy person, i can't get used to this way of living. I think it's even affecting my health...