Bored stiff

Nst is really boring these days or maybe i'm boring, i don't know but eish i'v been spending a lot of time by myself well that's if u take out the pest i call my boyfriend who does not want to go home, even if i don't pay him any attention...

Oh fuck i just thot about it now, reasons y ma friends don't wanna hang with me anymore is becoz of him, don know y i haven't thot of this before. everytime when they still use to call me, they'd asked me hu i was with and i'd mention him and they'll be like oh ok we'll c u later and guess what they neva came. How could i have been so oblivious...

Wanted to write about how boring this place is but i just realized it's not the place.it is really, well not really me but me. if you get what i'm tryin to say...

Cloud 9 no more... MEN

Mara y, when i finally think i have a gud thing,well sort of, he jus had to go and ruin it by trying to turn me into something i'm not and will never be. Hu does he think he is...

Yersterday i got myself a 6 of hunters, a box of heaven and couldn't wait to get home, relax and enjoy my hollyherb while sipiin on my refreshments. whilst still changing into something comfortable, bf calls and ask if he cud be picked up from home and i'm like sure thing, a mate to share in my bliss...

Well lets just say it almost did not happen, when we returned and i was getting ready to enjoy, sitting very comfortably. he goes and says don't i think my drinking is a problem and i shud take a brake for the next couple of weeks or so and i shud also stop smoking weed, and i was like hell u do not tell me what to do and if u have a problem with it, don't let the door hit on your way out...

I can't believe he had the nerve to even say that to me